Feeling depressed and moodless lately...dunno the exact reason though...Just that this feeling was getting more and more obvious and serious. Going to work is just like a routine thing for me. Go to work for the sake of going to work. It's so meaningless.most probably is because I really hate this job, just the repeatition of work, furthermore, it's something that I hated since studies life. I hated the feeling that I don't have the desire and passion to work. This is the worst part of it when one is working.
Even though I faced problems in my work, but I still don't have the passion to solve them. I'm jealous of those who are willing to thnk in order to solve the issues in work but I just felt lazy, not even wanna do the thinking...What's this? This is not working....I just work for the sake of getting my pay cheque at the end of the month. I felt this is an dishonour to my soul and dignity...What am I doing here? I just can't find myself, I think I'm lossing me....Sigh....
